Confessions

Zadnje čase, ko pomislim na bloganje, je prva beseda, ki sledi jutri. In saj veste, kako je, jutri nikoli ne pride, ampak zgleda, da je danes prišel, haha 😀

Lately, when I think about blogging, the first word in my mind is tomorrow. And you know how it is, tomorrow never comes, but seem like it came today, haha 😀 

(DIY verižica; vintage majica; H&M pajkice; Graceland čevlji) (DIY necklace; vintage top; H&M leggings; Graceland shoes)

Vi sploh ne veste, koliko stvari vam dejansko povem. Ampak ne boste mogli nikoli prebrat, ker govorim dnevno z vami v svojih mislih. Veliko dozo filozofije dobite, moje poskuse, da bi dojela življenje, moj pesimizem glede sveta (v bistvi sem jebeni optimist, dokler ne odprem časopisa ali pridem v babičino hišo, kadar so poročila na TV-ju).

Povem vam svoje pritožbe glede denarja, odnosov, zjebanega sistema, potem govorim, kakšna bedna pojava sem, in potem menjam ploščo in vam o sebi pripovedujem, kot da sem najbolj kul oseba na planetu, povem vam o svojih najbolj mirnih trenutkih, povem vam, kaj me je osrečilo, kakšni so moji plani za prihodnost in včasih vas povabim, da ste del moje sedanjosti…

You don’t know how many things I actually tell you! But you will never able to read it, because I talk to you during my days in my thoughts. You get a big dose of philosophy, my attempts to figure out life, my pessimism about world (actually I am a fucking optimist until I open the newspaper or come in the grandma’s house while the news on TV are on). 

I tell you my complaints about money, relationships, fucked up system, then I talk to you about what a miserable creature I am, and then I change the tape and talk to you about myself like I was the coolest person on the planet, I tell you all about my peaceful moments, I tell you what made me happy, I tell you my plans for future and I sometimes ask you to be part of my today…

Ampak vsega tega ne zapišem, ker potem bi bilo zunaj in vam bi dol viselo in jaz bi se spraševala, v čem je smisel tega, da se izražam in porabim ure za to, če pa je svetu vseeno… Zato večinoma izražam sama sebe sami sebi. Brez cenzure.

But I don’t write about it because then it would be out there and you would not give fuck and I would keep asking myself what’s the point of exspressing myself and spent hours on it if the world does not care… That’s why I mostly express myself just to myself. Without censoreship.

With Love,