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Trying to manifest a partner? Maybe my story will inspire you.

For anyone who is trying to manifest a partner (or improve the relationship with a partner), maybe my story will inspire you. I had some painful experiences around love as a teenager. Part of me is like, lol, you were just a teenager, of course you did have bad experiences. But another part of me knows better. When something hurts, it hurts no matter the age. Being betrayed hurts when you are kid, hurts when you are in your teens, hurts when you are an adult. I already started reading woo woo (isn’t it cute, woo woo? I am quite…

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Feminine, masculine, witch hunting, hiding and prophecy in the sky.

There is a theme, that is going on for me this year. I usually have more themes going on, meaning the things I study through observing in myself and in the world. And not only study, but also work on. Like a scientist, just that my lab is my mind-body and Life.  And one of the themes this year is my relationship with masculine and feminine energy. It actually started last year already.  This is something I haven’t shared publicly before. Just with few people that are very close to me, because it’s kinda crazy 😀  Last year I was…

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Trust.

Hello, my loves! A fresh blog post after a long long time. I’m having again this feeling, when I don’t know if the post will have any sense at the end, if there’s gonna be any value for you in it, if it’s gonna be worth your time… but I’m going to trust that since I feel the urge to write that this is now the most perfect thing for me to do, no matter the outcomes on my or on your side. So, moving forward in trust. As I type and as an ongoing theme in my life. It’s…

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As a child I sometimes felt like a ping pong ball between my mother and father.

They didn’t want to talk with each other sometimes, so I went from one to another and told what the other one say and ask if it’s true. And I would repeat it countless times to figure out what is the truth. At times I would conclude that they are both idiots, haha, overcomplicating things, when actually what we all wanted was to be loved and do things together. At times I felt like a victim because of these circumstances in my life and I am not denying they affected me and shaped me as a person. But today I…

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ANTIPERSONAL BRAND

She is a (anti)personal brand. When she dies, she won’t be able to enjoy her legacy that’s why she does not care much about it now. She wants a life well lived. Maybe this could be a legacy? Well, fuck it, she is sick of listening about personal branding, niching, legacy, authority, so she will stop thinking about these things. Otherwise she is holding the space for the planet of peace and freedom. And humans beings being human beings to human beings. Her career started when she was born. She didn’t cry a lot because she was mostly observing this…

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Nope. I did not wake up early to make my man a sandwich.

I laugh on the inside, with a smile on my face, Pulaski at night on my ears, on repeat, dreams I dream long times ago coming into my memory and fading away. I look pigeons at the neighbor’s roof. I wonder why morning or evening mist sometimes smells like an incense in a church. Mmmm, this is why I woke up early. To meditate. To make my art. To observe. To laugh. To listen to Pulaski at night on repeat. . “Let me wake up ten minutes earlier,” I said to my boyfriend. He secretly changed my alarm, because he…

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Do you feel like a burden? (Stories we tell ourselves and how to change them)

Guys, this is a really personal post. I wrote it two months ago in my online journal (in which I do mindset work and self-coaching mostly and keep track of my progress). Today, when I opened the journal to do some journaling, around my perceptions around support and being supported (will write about this later, because it’s super important and valuable), this page popped up. And I started reading it and was like whoaah… I wrote this in the first half of January, but I felt like it’s even further away. My perception of myself changed so much already. And…

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Scream

Yesterday I cried. Again. The anger was bubbling up in me. After a day well spent painting on the tote bags, where I found my inner peace again… I started feeling like I still can’t. Can’t just be me and show what’s inside of me and be loved. And it feels stupid writing this again. I feel like I am repeating myself over and over again. Fighting with voices in my head, that say who cares what’s inside of you. Get a real job. Act responsible. Grow up already. Who do you think you are, thinking that you could be…

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Why I ended my 3 Ptice prebirthday -50% sale

I am writing this for you and I am writing this for me. When I decided to make this prebirthday sale it felt totally like the right thing to do and it was the right thing to do and I took action fast. Now I want to share with you my insights about myself I got during this and insights about society and the human race. So, let’s go to the background. In the last year I isolated myself a lot from people. I said no to many things. I was alone a lot. I was asking myself who am…

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Embrace the madness

Multitasking. Making sense out of things. Going beyond need for sense. Coming back. Making up a story. Letting go of the story. Making a plan. Going all in. Letting go of the need for it to come true. Going all in anyway. Making it too important again. Having a mental breakdown. Putting yourself back together, like it’s nothing. Going all in again. Enjoying it, give me more. More, more, more!   Wearing: Secondhand tights & top; Amisu cardigan (gift); vintage floral shorts; 3 Ptice tote bag painted by Sabina Jin Jang Art (sooner or later you will be able to…

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