Ping-pong in my head..

Včasih se izgubljam v samoobtoževanju, ker toliko časa po neumnem zapravim. Vem, da mi samoobtoževanje ne pomaga kaj prida, saj potem samo še bolj zapravljam čas. Ampak glava mi kar naprej proizvaja očitke. Moje misli igrajo divji pink ponk očitkov. Ravnovesje, kaj je to? Ko mi ne uspe pravočasno umirit te norišnice v glavi, se mi ponavadi kaj zgodi. Se ponesreči vrežem. Ali se zaletim v kaj. Ali padem. Neravnovesje v duhu vrže iz ravnovesja moje telo. Znamenje je popolnoma jasno: “Anita, spravi se k sebi!” Sometimes I get lost in self-blaming, because of stupid amount of time that I waste. I know all that blame does not help me, because then I waste time even more. But my head keep producing complaints. My thoughts are playing wild ping-pong of complaints. Balance – what does that mean? When I don’t calm down this bedlam in my head at the right time, I usually get hurt. I cut myself. Or I bump in something. Or I fail. Imbalance in spirit throws my body out of balance. A sign is clear: “Anita, go back to yourself!”  Fotografije torkovega sprehoda | | Photos from walk on Tuesday

With Love,