Guys, this is a really personal post. I wrote it two months ago in my online journal (in which I do mindset work and self-coaching mostly and keep track of my progress). Today, when I opened the journal to do some journaling, around my perceptions around support and being supported (will write about this later, because it’s super important and valuable), this page popped up. And I started reading it and was like whoaah… I wrote this in the first half of January, but I felt like it’s even further away. My perception of myself changed so much already. And…
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I sent out an e-mail to my e-mail list. I thought it was pretty good. I provided value + felt proud of myself that I am stepping up in my coaching business and offering people an option to work with me. Which I was in total resistance around, even though I trust in my skills, because I was afraid of people rejecting me. Half a day later I check my gmail and there was an un-subscribe. Somebody doesn’t like what I am saying. Most of the people who run their business from an authentic place, will say to you that…
Leave a CommentMy boyfriend: “Why are you singing all the time?” (Humming, actually). Me: “Because I am happy.” Him: “It’s the same when you are nervous.” Me: “That’s because when I am nervous, I am calling my happy with this song and when I am happy I am confirming it.” That humming has kinda the same melody and it’s not from an actual song. It comes out of me at different times. Sometimes it takes epic dimensions, when I am humming for more than an hour together and crying and releasing and calling back pieces of myself through different time-spaces. It saved…
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I realised that sometimes I deprive myself of the things I want because there are others in the world who don’t have as much as I do. I deprive myself even of wanting something in the first place, because it makes me feel greedy. That’ why I wrote this blog post. For all of you who love this planet and wish everyone good but sometimes forget about yourself. This blog post is going to help you come in touch with what you want, how can you give it to yourself and acknowledge where are you already excelling. Which will make…
Leave a CommentA future me will be proud of me. A future me will be grateful to me in this moment. I woke up with pain in the neck. I felt a bit sick. Pain in the neck is still here. I feel a bit less sick as I am typing this. I made myself a coffee. Turned on computer. Took my dog out to pee. I meant to stretch my body. I did a bit. While watching livestream from Katrina Ruth, where she talked about not letting your bullshit and drama that is going on around you be bigger than your…
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Yesterday I cried. Again. The anger was bubbling up in me. After a day well spent painting on the tote bags, where I found my inner peace again… I started feeling like I still can’t. Can’t just be me and show what’s inside of me and be loved. And it feels stupid writing this again. I feel like I am repeating myself over and over again. Fighting with voices in my head, that say who cares what’s inside of you. Get a real job. Act responsible. Grow up already. Who do you think you are, thinking that you could be…
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I am writing this for you and I am writing this for me. When I decided to make this prebirthday sale it felt totally like the right thing to do and it was the right thing to do and I took action fast. Now I want to share with you my insights about myself I got during this and insights about society and the human race. So, let’s go to the background. In the last year I isolated myself a lot from people. I said no to many things. I was alone a lot. I was asking myself who am…
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Multitasking. Making sense out of things. Going beyond need for sense. Coming back. Making up a story. Letting go of the story. Making a plan. Going all in. Letting go of the need for it to come true. Going all in anyway. Making it too important again. Having a mental breakdown. Putting yourself back together, like it’s nothing. Going all in again. Enjoying it, give me more. More, more, more! Wearing: Secondhand tights & top; Amisu cardigan (gift); vintage floral shorts; 3 Ptice tote bag painted by Sabina Jin Jang Art (sooner or later you will be able to…
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For the little bits of love you’ve sold your soul. For the little bits of love you forgot who you are. For the little bits of love you did everything. For the little bits of love you’ve danced. For the little bits of love you carried their shit. For the little bits of love you swallowed your pride. For the little bits of love… . Delete love. Insert power. Peace. Freedom. Fun. Joy. Remember that YOU are this power. Love, peace, freedom, fun, joy, one in one… You don’t need to do anything to become what you already are. *…
Leave a CommentTyping these words to get some clarity. To decide, whether is the best thing to do now to clean my studio (it needs some fresh space, so I can breathe and create) or go to town for a coffee and to buy some bread and humus or maybe meditate or just go back to bed, because I have a sore throat. Overwhelmed by choices, that all seem such a right thing to do. But for now, I’m just gonna sit here and type these words, with my dog in my lap (he’s chewing my sweater). Yesterday I felt this pain…
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